The year was 1991 and John Raynor’s life was in a mess. At 46, two years after separating from his wife, he is living on his own and the future seems bleak. Then he meets Carol, a divorcee two years younger than him. Suddenly, everything changes. Their bond was immediate and intense. The problem is that one day Carol would need John, both physically and emotionally, while the next, she would be secretive, cool, and distant.This is the true account of a s16-month relationship that turned John’s life upside down, with the added complexity of him being registered blind. During this period, he traveled to Paris, Amsterdam, and Singapore, and made close friends with Wendy, Angeline,Jasmine, Mirz, Amanda and Sarah, but Carol had stolen his heart. Everything in this account is factual, except for Carol’s true identity.